Last night I had a dream. A dream about a lost love. The one from the story in 2005.
Recently we had made contact again for the first time since this all happened to me.
I had not ever really kept up on her though I have heard bits and pieces about her life over the years. She has haunted my dreams ever since this event took place and we parted ways. I would dream of her often she would not ever talk to me or even look at me in the dreams. It bothered me so.
Last night, was the first night I dreamed of her and she talked to me. I couldn't really remember allot about the dream except that she said "I would like to talk to you tomorrow".
Today in real life I went to where we both worked and met each other. I didn't know if she would be working but I knew that she still works there. She was there. We exchanged a few words to each other. Was nice to be able to look into her eyes again for the first time in a long time. A little awkward yes but a start to a new beginning just as friends only.
I know for sure that we will not ever be together again. It wasn't meant or intended to win her back or anything along those lines of thought. It was the simple impulse of the dream that guided me to take this action today. I still have very strong feelings for her.
So I guess I'll end with this. If she were to be my last love, I'd rather still be in love with her for the rest of my life than any other person. You would have to know her to feel this way.
This is a song I wrote about her.
http://www.soundclick.com/share?songid=8413816
